I spent years of my life searching for that one thing, that would finally make me happy.
It was the 1st day of my dream job. I felt that I had finally made it! After spending the majority of my adult life in a revolving door of jobs, I had expected the doors to open, doves to come flying out, and a choir of angels to sinnngggg. Of course, that didn’t happen. The first couple of months were amazing! But in less than 1 year’s time, I began to feel the darkness of my depression and anxiety begin to creep back in. I had landed my dream job, I had the big office, the fancy title, and the nice paycheck. It was the ‘one thing’ I thought I needed to make me happy, to fulfill me.
Instead, I found myself dreading going to work, stressed, gaining weight, and to get really honest here… drinking more than I care to admit. I felt defeated. I was in a downward spiral and losing myself along the way. It was affecting my family. I was lashing out at my husband and losing my temper with my kids. The path I was going down was dark and I was struggling to see the light.
Then one evening, as I was self-medicating with a bottle of wine and FaceBook, I happened to scroll past a video and it stopped me in my tracks. I had been praying for a way out of my darkness. I was meant to see that video, something about it opened my eyes.
I had been spending my life searching for the one thing that was going to make me happy, a new hobby, that new direct sales company, or that “dream job.” But, I learned there was no ONE THING that was going to make me happy! I was the one responsible for my happiness! It comes from the inside. I was the ONE THING I needed to be happy, I could fix myself!
I spent the next 3 years diving into this new reality. I read several books, spent thousands of dollars taking classes, going to seminars, earning certifications, and implementing what I learned.
Today, I am no longer a victim of my depression.
Today, I am no longer self-medicating with alcohol.
Today, I have the best relationship with my husband and my kids.
Today, I choose to be joyous and full of gratitude.
Today, I am no longer lost. I know I am and I know my purpose in life!
I want to share what I learned over the years so I can help you get a jump start on your most abundant life!
Cuz girl!!!!
You are meant for more!!!
Are you ready to stop merely surviving and start thriving?
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